I have started my university days in Ourimbah since Monday. At first, I don't understand what the lecturer says but as the time goes by, I do understand and I find it interesting to study here. They have lots of fun projects to do and they do have great laboratories. They have Sara Lee Kitchen and it's so damn nice. It has 8 bays which has one refrigerator, one analytical balance, 2 ovens, and 4 cooking places. I know it will be a great place to study even I don't have such good friends like Genggong here.
Well, I have a holiday on every Thursday and I decided to go to the shopping centre to find infant foods packaging for my case study. When I was in the bus stop, I read my twitter and I saw that HE is going to Bandung with some of my beloved friends. At that moment, I was shaking so bad and I just wanna go home and cry, but I have to be tough. I really need to go and let him go away.
What I wonder the most is he has lots of friends and why he needs to come to mine. My friends are my strength and he is my weakness. How can you survive when you see your weakness in the middle of your strength? You won't ever be strong enough to survive, I guess.
Why should he come and go as like as much as he wants?
Why should I cry over him again and again?
Why should I dream of him and still care about him?
I am thousands kilometres away from him and I still can't live my life, what happened to me, for God's sake?
Why am I so stupid?
Why Oh Why?
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