I Wonder

I wonder what do you want from me. Why do you need to come again? After all the things you left me behind, why oh why you need to come back? 

You said you wanna talk about us. US? Is it only you and me, not us? What do you want, D? Do you want to hurt me again? Do you want to see the tears again? Or what? What do you expect from me?

I know you're just being respect, you grow into a more mature one. I don't know if it's because of this problem, or Adam Khoo taught you something, or maybe the girl you hugged in the photo told you something? 

Who actually has the idea to meet me? What do you want to tell me? You already in love with another girl? Yes, I already notice, you don't need to tell me so. 

I'm letting you go, why do you need to come and talk to me again? Do you know how much I survive? Do you know how much it hurts? Do you know how much I miss you? Do you know how I still love you?

I wonder, why, D.