A Confession of A Brain

Dear Heart,

I am so sorry for replying his texts harshly. I am so sorry if it makes you hurt. I am sorry if it makes you cry. I don't intend to do so. I know that you miss him so much, that you still in love with him, that you still hope for a better relationship with him, that you are dying to talk to him for these weeks, that you are so pleased when he actually text you and ask for a meet. I know and I understand that very well.

I am so afraid that he will hurt you again once again. You are not stabile yet. You do cry everyday, every night. You do think about him everytime.You still want to prepare his surprise for birthday. You still throw up your breakfast like everyday. You keep on calling his name in every pray. I am afraid that by talking to him, by meeting him, you'll be hurt once again. He has hurt yourself enough, so do you. You become tougher everyday. I don't wanna see you fall again. Not when you're going to Australia in a week. I'm not gonna let anyone let you down, no one. 

I am so sorry, I'm just trying to protect you. That's it. I hope you understand.

I love you.

Love,

Brain