It has been 3 days that the rain has pouring so had, I can't do anything but staying at the dorm. I even can't go the laundry room and wash my clothes. I wanna go to Sydney, at least I'll have my beloved bestfriend to laugh with me. But that's alright, I'm gonna get my new friends here, they're nice though.
For the last two days, I talked quite much to Dimas, we did Skype so much. I miss him so much, miss those moments when I used to laugh and share the love with him. There was nothing but love and happiness, but this time, it's different. I don't know what he feels but I feel empty. There's nothing more between us, it's not even a friend-friend feeling, well I hope I'll recover soon so that it will become easier for me and of course, for him.
We do quarrels most of the time, misunderstanding. It's Skype Conversation, I only can see the words but I don't know how's his tone and well, maybe he mad at me, it gets on my nerve and he hates me :( it's always been like that. I believe he's so fucking tired, just like me.
What should I do? Do I need to stop or keep on chasing pavements?
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